Where I'm meant to be...

I absolutely love this quote.

Simply put…I feel it is a motto for when my life gets difficult here.

Sometimes I’d love to say that moving to South Africa has been the easiest thing in my life because I know it is where I’m supposed to be. But that isn’t always the case. The ideal that I am exactly where God wanted me….it sometimes isn’t the comfort I’m looking for.

Mommy Guilt

One of my biggest fears when I found out I was pregnant with LJ was how it would affect Lil Mister.

As my pregnancy came to a close and we got closer to the day in which we would welcome LJ into our family, my fears grew stronger.

How would Lil Mister react? Would he accept LJ? Will LJ like him? Will one of them feel left out? How will I divide my time? Will my love change? How will I have enough love?

Horror...beyond words

Disclaimer: This is a harsh subject. The opinions held in this post are strictly my own. As part of my blog, I always endeavor to be honest to you and therefore tell you exactly how I feel when subjects are brought up. I do not wish to ask anyone to change their opinion on views and therefore ask that you refrain from criticizing mine. This subject is detailed, horrific, gruesome, troublesome, gut wrenching and an absolute outcry. Please read on in warning.

Maybe I shouldn’t broach the subject….

Potty Fail....

I don’t know if you remember but we have tried to potty train Lil Mister. You can read more about it here and here.

When we first started to venture down this road…I was scared to death. I had heard HORROR stories for other mom’s all about how difficult it was and how it took so long.

Societies Purest Form of Evil

Evil: Does it Exist?

This is heavy laden question. There are so many viewpoints and misconceptions and standings. I cannot begin to delve into them all.

But quite frankly, YES Evil does exist. It exists in many forms. It comes at us from many angles. And has thousands of disguises.

Wordless Wed

XOXxx

Shana Danae..

A PPD Update

I haven’t blogged in a while about my PPD.

If you weren’t aware, then yes, I am in a daily struggle with postpartum depression. You can check up on it at my PPD page.

I guess I haven’t been writing about it because, well, it’s just become a part of our daily lives. But I figured I’d let you guys peek in on our daily world a little bit!

What Do You Write About?

‘What do you write about?’

It was said with a smirk. It was meant to be condescending. The question, surprisingly, did not surprise me.